I have written in my journel for over two years i just noticed. a very very very long time. i am back purging again, so i gues i need to check in again. Hello to you all, i probably dont u know you all at this stage as u are probably all new. I am new to this so I am not even sure if this is going to work. I will stop blabbing now.

I want to feel it hard, naked and wet. Like a ships wooden hull. Slamming against my soft body. Only you can give me the ache that I crave. As the wave of passion washes over us. Swallowing us whole, bodies. You think you are abusing me. But my spirit triumphantly delights. And without regards to compassion. Made out of paper cut outs. Painted on by golden skies.

Upgrade to paid account! What you do on your own times just fine. Way too late to the game, my friend. Upgrade to paid account! .

Talking to myself is not metal, its uplifting. damn food damn food damn food. that is all i have been saying to myself for the past 10 mins. i hate food i wana take a shower before school errr i hate seeing me yuckie yuckie. Hello, my name is Fatty McFatty. It has been very unpleasant to be me, if only i had the money to fix it fast. oh how great that would be! Yes yes. fatt mcfatty doesnt want to.