Seeking heaven for the inner demons. Sometimes we just need someone to be around us. Being alone can be blissful sure, but if you can have that someone even in your mind and mood, it matters. So as long as you learn to. Because you will always need that someone to tell you that you exist and it will always matter.

I will be ranting excessively on this blog so i apologize in advance if i sound like a terrible person. The Things You Miss in Retrospect.

Saturday, May 25, 2013. Ava - 3 year old pictures - 2013. Tuesday, January 8, 2013. Most nights, Ava puts on a costume and performs a dancing and song show for us. full of twirls, kicks and curtseys. She makes us sit on the floor in front of her. Friday, October 19, 2012.

I stitched his wicked wounds so. The thread of my love. To drape my own naked anatomy. Agony runs down my face. As I render him my heart and. The struggle in his cold chaotic eyes. A sac of miserable muscles and worthless tissues. And rather extreme echos of.