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Some days I find serenity, most days not. I doubt accepting the death of my firstborn daughter is possible. Tuesday, July 28, 2015. So I did something yesterday.

I am SO happy that I can say Ralf read these words, that he knew how I loved him. I believe he still does and always will. Even on my the days when I feel like the grief hits me all over again like a ton of bricks, that brings me so much comfort and peace.

A time tested technique to keep all involved highly comfortable. I am not sure why I mention that the ANP has no semblance of time then come right back and say that their sense of time is profound. I wish you two all the best as you embark on the journey of lifetogether.