Sunday, May 3, 2009. Acknowledged others about the faith tattoo,. And that i was weird and freaky. But begging and crying for one last chance,. Are you out of our mind? Thought that we could walk this path together,. But things turned out ugly as ever. With a cunt interfering,. And your stupid sick excuses. Procrastinate has always been the problem,. Even worse with having insomnia. My life is totally upside down,. And i lost my initial purpose. Now that i found it back,. All i need is to have faith in me.

Sunday, April 17, 2011. What I do have is a deep love, passion and appreciation for music of all sorts. well perhaps not traditional country! Life can be crazy busy, everything upside down and simple listening to some music can bring calm in the midst of the storm. Thursday, January 28, 2010.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012. I mean my IQ would be higher it seems, so I probably would not have dropped out of college. Maybe every problem I have is because I was spanked? Wow, nice to have w scapegoat for all the emotional difficulties in the world. Wednesday, January 25, 2012. Wow, how fast a year goes! Thursday, August 18, 2011.

Pardonne moi, ya Allah, Si je te déçois. Pardonne moi, ya Allah.

And I think I might be irritating some people because all I want to do is read! Its helping me though, and they care about me enough to know that its the right thing for me to do - find my spirituality.