Uwita, bilur-bilur sepi memang sedang menyelusup di relung hatiku. Meski hanya untuk sementara, kesendirian ini memang sempat membuatku tertawan dalam jeruji sunyi. Tapi, bukan berarti kumiliki sejumput keberanian untuk menyulih kesepianku dengan tindakan nista. Jujur kuungkapkan, aku tersanjung dengan tawaran cintamu padaku. Namun dengan jujur pula kukatakan, aku tak kuasa membelah cintaku untuk perempuan lain selain ibu dari kedua anakku. Biarlah aku dicibir sebagai lelaki pilon yang.

A diary or something like that. Monday, July 09, 2007. I saw such dream again. I was going to be decapitated. This time it happened in my parents living room. And my parents were there too. And other people were there too. I was scared and crying. I was afraid it would hurt. And what if executioner would fail to do it neatly? What if it would take several attempts before I would die? I talked with my mother and she told she had wanted it to happen in their house so that they could watch it.

Alkutalvi sujui taloon asettuessa ja totta kai pienen laiton merkeissä. peililiukuovet, loput lattialistoista ja muutenkin teimme kaikenlaista pientä laittoa. Kodinhoitohuoneeseen käyvän ulko-oven käyttöönottoa juhlistimme viikonloppuna, kun saimme tehtyä portaat siihen valmiiksi. Puisten huonekalujen uudelleenmaalaus on muuten aika helppoa hommaa, v.

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