A little over two years ago my father and I sat on a boat dock together. 8220;You are in this life alone. No matter what you do, or where you go, you will be alone. The journey of life is a solitary one, I promise, you will always be alone. So get used to it. Or Maybe its just been a rough week.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010. We headed home and saw Ikea. Thought this would be a good place for the kids to play. Nick is now too tall and Kate is still in diapers. So much for free 1 hour childcare. I used the bathroom and saw the calender on the inside of the stall door.

Bon, pour tout vous dire, cette année ça va pas fort entre nous. Dans un autre Baka Blue. Dans un autre encore Baka Pink. Et moi, Baka Black.

Things are starting to look up. My mental capacity is diminished and I have been inebriated for at least the past 48 hours. A two day adventure of endless parties, alcohol, and drugs. My brain is having difficulties concentrating, interacting with others who are not my immediate friends was a challenge. Lost in a damn dream. Never blog for an audience. He makes me feel wanted.

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